A Random Moment in Life

I realize i haven't posted much in a while i usually just am too busy with life to post much. I have recently been told that all of the mental illnesses put on my record all fold into one illness. That is P.T.S.D. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is not always someone whose been in the military field as many do not understand. It is also common for those who go through traumatic events in there lives to get this mental illness. I have been through a lot I don't talk about on here because I do not like reliving the experience. So therefore I am trying to conclude by saying sorry that I have been away and that I have been taking care of my mental health.

 

Idk if its from lack of me being on my medication or from looking in too deep into slenderman but i swear not too long ago i saw slenderman standing right in front of me on the sidewalk i was in front of mercy hospital downtown in grand rapids waiting for the bus and as i walked up to the stop i saw him no face and long slender figure with a business suit it scared me but i still asked "hello? are u ok?" because it was starring right at me. I have recently stopped looking up information anymore on this and if u are curious about this figure i suggest NOT looking too deep because he will find u. I feel if i keep digging on info i will be in danger. I hope I will not encounter him again...

This is a true story... Once when I was 14 I saw a dead killer I don't know his name but instead of a pine tree I saw him standing there with a knife and a evil smile Later I found out my neighbor had been suffocated and stabbed to death above us and her boyfriend, the killer, killed himself.

The reason my bias is TOP aka Choi Seung hyun: From following his career so far I have learned much about my bias of Big Bang and it has broght me to this conclusion I find that I am much like him myself I act like a child at times and people call me stupid (bingu) and I do not like being called that as much as he hates being nicknamed Bingu TOP, I suck at dancing yet i still try to dance just like he does, I love to act and he is an actor(although I am not an actress), and so overall this are just some of the reasons I have him as my bias and love his music and acting and personality dearly.  PS. Gonna be watchin that Committement movie as soon as possible lol.

A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR A DEAR FRIEND AND OVERALL GOOD PERSON PEOPLE CALL MERANII WHO HAS PASSED TODAY DUE TO THIS CRUEL WORLD BY SUICIDE NOTE TO READERS:Please do not ask me questions about what happened and why. 

"If im a bad person you don't like me well i guess ill make my own way its a circle a mean cycle i cant excite u anymore where's your gavel your jury whuts my offense this time well sentence me to another life." This is my favorite line from this song.