The reason my bias is TOP aka Choi Seung hyun: From following his career so far I have learned much about my bias of Big Bang and it has broght me to this conclusion I find that I am much like him myself I act like a child at times and people call me stupid (bingu) and I do not like being called that as much as he hates being nicknamed Bingu TOP, I suck at dancing yet i still try to dance just like he does, I love to act and he is an actor(although I am not an actress), and so overall this are just some of the reasons I have him as my bias and love his music and acting and personality dearly. PS. Gonna be watchin that Committement movie as soon as possible lol.
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Put your hands up like the country’s been liberated Run like you’ll twist your ankles Shake it like you have a spasm Everyone sing along My name is T to the A to the E (to the) Y to the A N G (hot, it’s hot) I’m always hotly burning up (boiling) Girls cry over my body, my songs Whether it’s a slow jam or a dance, just trust your body Don’t be scared, just close your eyes Wanna get high? Then be my pair We’ll go on a rollercoaster ride tonight There’s no seat belt, you just need to sit next to me Don’t stop baby don’t kill my vibe Because I like how things are going right now To the left, to the right, follow me just like that Yeah ah ye ye yeah Put your hands up like the country’s been liberated Run like you’ll twist your ankles Shake it like you have a spasm Everyone sing along Ringa linga ring ringa linga ring (like) Ringa linga ring ringa linga ring (like) Ringa linga ring ringa linga ring Ringa linga (ahssa) ringa linga (it’s good) It’s a fiery Friday night so be caref
I WILL OVERCOME
I raise my eyes Shattered is my view Tears fall like gunshots I am dead now Do you feel happy now? Happy that you killed me? I am dead inside because of all this You call me names I am tired I am so so tired Yet i cant sleep I pound the wall Hoping someone will hear my cries I hit the ground in anger I sing my heart out I wear my heart on my sleeve yet that heart is torn over and over and over again I have no more pieces to tear Can you all leave me alone now? Have u had yur fun? Or do you laugh at this and say Oh go kill yurself Yes thats what you want But i wont do it Because I am bigger then you or anyone or anything will know I am strong I will fight I am not sitting quitely I Will Overcome
Why do people have to be so horrid? Why can't we just be nice and civil people? Everyday we should think of others before we speak Please just stop the bullying To My Readers: Thank you for reading the above comments. If this helps in any way please +1 it and share this. I love all my readers and viewers and followers.
I feel I cannot sleep again The pain still hasnt subsided I need sleep yet i am awoke Why do I cry for u? Are u crying for me? Was I wrong? Or was I right? I ask myself many questions Im tired of what has become of us Im tired of what we r We have become Lets see How did u say it? "more then SEX" What do u mean by this? Am I just a toy to u? Do I seem cheap and easy? I am tired of excuses I am done
Hurt This is one word I cannot explain enough Hurt My heart is hurt My heart bleeds I ended it today But even tho I ended it I feel worse then u do Can u not see that I love u Yet u use me It will take a while for me to heal Not 1 day Maybe not even a week Maybe not even a year But it will be a while Relationships? No im not interested Im too depressed to even fathom Fathom that i need another suitors I have many But I dont want them I dont want this attention Do not call me beautiful I appreciate the words I say thank u But inside i say do not say this I dont want it I want to be by myself plz Just leave me alone Do not "hit" on me im not interested I would much rather listen to my music Just be in my own bubble Ignore everything I Am Hurt
Pain
Hands shaky Breath shallow Body aching Heart torn I pray for hope Hope is within me I search for happiness I try to smile Yet i frown I am striken I am blue I am sadness I feel the breath coming I let it out I am exhausted I cannot sleep I work Tired I talk Sadily I hear Yet i cant speak I type Yet i feel pain Everything will be ok they say Everything will be alright Keep your head up I have heard these words many a times Yet they go thru me like a ghost They dont affect me I cry once more I shed many tears I wipe my sorrow Yet i feel more trickling down My pain is big Like a anaconda It poisons my heart I need a solution I try to find the vile I try to take it to help me live Yet after the bite theres a sting Even with the vile i mourn I cry for help My hands they r numb From pounding the wall My wall has many holes One for my friends i love that have past One for my family One for my desperation One for my anger One for my sadness a
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/getinvolved/strong-support-network.aspx Day turns to night Night turns to tears Tears turn to anger anger turns to desperation My friend why Why do this I say i am here for u You r determined U say i cant convice u I try my best I am selfish I want u to live I love u Part of my heart aches I feel broken I feel that im not helping I feel uneeded Like my words r shit U say fuck life Stay here plz i beg u You say who is selfish the one killing themselves or the one wanting me to stay here The answer is me But i know life is hard Harder then ever I cant stop u I live too far U live so far away I wish i could stop u Wish i could hug u and convince u Wish i could tell u in person How much my heart aches I am crying You say im not worth crying for But yet i am balling My eyes they r red My heart it is broken I hope to see u in the morning I love you Kai TO MY READERS: If you are reading this please make so
HOPE
I sit alone in a room Angry I stand alone Frustrated I sway with many tears Joy escapes my eyes It runs towards somewhere I do not know My eyes are heavy I close them I picture better days I hope for new light I see the tunnel But i cannot reach it I ask the man sitting To help me find my way He drifts away The tunnel turns into a sea I cannot reach Help me please I am on my knees I walk back home Anger in my heart How do i remove it? How do i learn joy again? Is it possible? I strive to find out I take my fingers and type these words To relieve my stress and show my messege I end u with this word HOPE
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Hatred is pasted across my face as i look at him i stare into his soul i wait for my moment to pounce but yet i shrink back im scared of what will happen what i might do my face becomes softer i wear my smile I seem happy yet i drown I flutter about day by day without a care and face my obsticles with many tears I cryed myself to sleep when i thought of it yet the one i love says stay strong so i push through knowing it will be a long rode to travel so i take my jacket and my shoes I wear my smile and push through
T.O.P Fan FIC
Big Bang is starting one of there well awaited concert performances and T.O.P is distracted. GD, the team leader, asks "Hyung why r u so distracted you r usually so focused?". T.O.P says "I don't know maybe it is because I am so lonely. I know I always say I am fine but today I feel differently. I will try to focus.". GD, "Okay Hyung because we need to do our best for our fans, remember, FIGHTING!". T.O.P laughs and starts to focus closely to the groups performance as a whole so they may do their best for their beloved fans. After the performance at the concert they have a meet and greet with the fans and for some reason T.O.P is staring at one of the fangirls kinda funny. GD asks, "Hyung? What wrong with u why r u staring at her?". T.O.P says, "Huh? Wait what did u say i was distracted?". GD, "That's for sure. kkkk u like her hyung?". GD nudges T.O.P in the shoulder as if to say haha u have a fan crush lol. T.O.P