Out of the Matrix

Hatred is pasted across my face as i look at him
 i stare into his soul
 i wait for my moment to pounce
 but yet i shrink back
 im scared of what will happen
 what i might do
 my face becomes softer
 i wear my smile
 I seem happy
 yet i drown
 I flutter about day by day
 without a care
 and face my obsticles with many tears
 I cryed myself to sleep when i thought of it
 yet the one i love says stay strong
 so i push through
 knowing it will be a long rode to travel
 so i take my jacket
 and my shoes
 I wear my smile
 and push through