I feel I cannot sleep again
The pain still hasnt subsided
I need sleep yet i am awoke
Why do I cry for u?
Are u crying for me?
Was I wrong?
Or was I right?
I ask myself many questions
Im tired of what has become of us
Im tired of what we r
We have become
Lets see
How did u say it?
"more then SEX"
What do u mean by this?
Am I just a toy to u?
Do I seem cheap and easy?
I am tired of excuses
I am done

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